Drowning

I step into the water..as I have wanted to...

I step into the water
As I have wanted to - only
The tide meets me on an hour
When it should not...
Even collected shells huddle closer...
And you,
Greet me with the rebirth of Noon's
Above you...
Excited - Anxious - Full-filled at
The steps I take...
Knowing full well
I shall never stand on shore again.