Your World Has Done To Me

a desperate plea

I await tomorrow
As I leave today behind
I hate to make the change
I hate it in my mind
The change into tomorrow
A day which will never come
Am I left alone for a reason?
Am I deaf, blind or dumb?

I believe it is me
My insides my out
Which they all hate
Without the shadow of a doubt
I find their words truthful
I believe what they say
I'm sure I would be glad
To see me dead one day

I'm helpless; I'm hoping
Struggling; not coping

The trigger, the blade
They're all the fucking same
Leave a mess on the walls
They're boring and lame
I need originality
In the means that I die
Or maybe I'll live
But that is a lie...

Death is my answer
It's the answer for me
I'll tie the rope
Hang it from the tree
In full site of town
So you can all see
What your fucking world
Has done to me!