unhappy here

words expressed in a poem of my most deepest emotions of my life

PENT UP FRUSTRATIONS.
PAIN TURNED INTO ANGER
FROM YOUR CONSTANT DISREGARD.
THE FEEL OF YOUR DISHONESTY
SLAPPED HARD IN MY FACE!
HOW DO YOU HURT ME WITHOUT REGARD
OR YOUR OWN DISGRACE?
I THOUGHT YOU HELD MY HEART
IN A SPECIAL PLACE.
DON'T YOU KNOW?
SOME ACTS CAN NEVER BE TAKEN BACK!
SCARS THAT STILL BLEED YOUR WORDS
THAT CONTINUE TO STAB AT ME.
YOU CHOSE TO IGNOR MY TEARS I CRIED FOR YOU!
DESIRE AND COMPASSION YOU ONLY SHOW FOR ANOTHER,
MINE ARE LEFT WANTING AS THEY ARE CAST ASIDE.
THE HARSHEST PAIN BEGINS TO FLOW AS I SEE YOU
BUT YOU DONT SEE ME!
WORDS CANT EXPRESS THE TOTAL DREAD THAT GROWS
INSIDE!
WHY MUST YOU DO THIS? WHY DONT YOU CARE?
DONT YOU REALIZE MY PAIN YOU CAUSE?
THE CHOICES YOU'VE MADE IS SALT POURED
IN THESE OPEN WOUNDS.
YOUR ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS.
YOUR CHOICES, YOUR LIES
YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME?
PROVEN NOT, THIS TIME!