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October 22, 2021 at 5:37pm
October 22, 2021 at 5:37pm
As I wait for dinner to materialise, I'm sitting with my puppy on my lap. I'm looking forward to dinner. Dinner is wonton soup. I love wonton soup. It's food for the brain. I like to eat it steaming hot. It makes me break into a sweat. I don't mind it. I think it's good. People should break into a sweat more often. It gets rid of toxic stuff from your body.
October 22, 2021 at 7:51am
October 22, 2021 at 7:51am
It's morning, and I am awake. I was plagued by worry over a small thing when I was lying awake in bed with my pups. That worry thought is now resolved. I think it's some way of getting up and out of bed, these worry thoughts that come to mind when in bed. I've started my day and it seems to be fine. I'm hoping a good thing will come out of it. If it doesn't, or it's an ordinary day, I'll take it anyway, These days, of retirement, every day is a Saturday - as someone said in a class about Medicare insurance. I took that free class my credit union gave. So every day is a Saturday for senior citizens. I guess I'm one of those. But I'm looking out for the time when I hit it big. I think I will, someday. I want to hit it big and be a big star, someday. But I guess that is up to My God to think about. I don't know if I'll be famous. I want to succeed in my writing career, but that seems to be up to the readers on Amazon and Barnes and Noble. I hope one day tooo write again. But for now I'll stick writing in a blog. And write a poem here and there.

October 21, 2021 at 10:55am
October 21, 2021 at 10:55am
I think Heaven is something that we all strive for even when we don't know it. How many times do we face a stressful event and wish it were over? That wish is a Heaven wish. We're in Heaven when we've done something that's going to exact a price from you - were it something like your precious time, or energies, or some stuff that you have. Heaven is good. It is a good thing to reach for Heaven and make one feel happy.
October 20, 2021 at 7:12pm
October 20, 2021 at 7:12pm
I've been thinking about death. I don't know if it's part of my mental condition, but I welcome Death. I don't mind dying. I think I'll be going to Heaven when I die. Heaven is a Relief for Me. I can't wait to go to Heaven and be with My God. And My Jesus. I love the Idea of Going to Heaven. Heaven is where I can be safe. Heaven is where I can seek comfort. I'll be in the Bosom of God, My God. I'll be happy in His Arms. He and I will be inseparable. I'll be joining Him as a Soul. I'll be weightless. I won't be plagued by the human condition. I'll be glad to go to Heaven. Death is merely a process that the Soul goes through and leaves the body. After that it'll be Heaven.
October 19, 2021 at 7:06am
October 19, 2021 at 7:06am
I've had my first cup of coffee. The dogs are playing beside me. It's still early in the morning. Soon the sun will come up. I feel a bit confident that I'll have a decent day. I've got some things to do. I don't know what's for lunch or dinner. That will depend. We have garlic breadsticks in the fridge. I made some yesterday and I singed it. I had the toaster oven baking it and I overestimated the time to make the breadsticks. But I went ahead and ate it and shared it with my pups. These pups need to share my food. Or else they get testy. And get into trouble.
October 18, 2021 at 8:05am
October 18, 2021 at 8:05am
When we lived in Indianapolis, my stepmother taught at a grade school nearby, I was in university at the time but I commuted home every day so I would pick my stepmother up every day when she was done with her work. I met her school children and a few of them were helpful and hung around after school to tidy up and clean up the classroom. I remember speeding down I-70 from downtown Indianapolis, where school for me was. My university was Indiana University-Purdue University at Indianapolis. It was a bargain to go to university in those days. A semester hour was $24 each and I paid for my university tuition most of the time after the first year. I got a job at a nearby hospital as a lab secretary that answered the phone and filed on evenings and weekdays. It was a good life for us but I think that it was a job to keep me going. I had to go to piano lessons for a while at Butler University at their Cold Spring campus. That was lovely. I also took ballet lessons there for a brief time.

I'm happy to remember this memory. I think that life then was less complicated.
October 17, 2021 at 5:08pm
October 17, 2021 at 5:08pm
The moment that I die I won't care for anyone on Earth. I'll be with My God and My Jesus forever. They will take care of me. I won't interfere with anyone's life. I will be separate from everyone on Earth. I won't appear to nobody and so it will be a difficult thing for people to think about my passing but they'll get over it and go on with their lives. They might regret they didn't spend more time with me, but it will be ok. God will console them as only God can, with the rest of their lives.
October 17, 2021 at 9:46am
October 17, 2021 at 9:46am
I am thinking of what my life is like these days - days spent in solitude most of the time, with my thoughts. I have small tasks to do each day and that seems to be enough. I don't know if this life is satisfying but it's enough for now. I have no mountains to scale now, no deadlines, no submissions to any place to do. But I think this life is ok. I submit to God's Will every day of my life more now than ever. I think that someday I'll be in a better place where things will be positive and where thoughts will be good and happy. Then that will be a Heaven for me.
October 16, 2021 at 10:37am
October 16, 2021 at 10:37am
I had a conversation with Dad about what to do about my pets when we finally go to the Philippines and he said he didn't want them to get transported like a 'rare animal' to the country and that it would be more merciful if they were given away. I envisioned my pets being taken by rescue organisations and being placed in a home forever. But I feel sad about this idea. I don't want my pets to be abandoned and left behind. But I have to face this when the time comes. I don't feel good.
October 16, 2021 at 9:39am
October 16, 2021 at 9:39am
Spending the day with the Family. Had breakfast and now I'm contemplating what lunch will be. Still too early to tell, but there are a couple of frozen meals in the fridge. I'm trying to keep my weight stable. Sometimes the urge to eat and run happens to me and I don't enjoy my meals enough. Plus, the pups are eager to share and they bark, well one does, when he wants more and it's a stress. So my meals aren't always peaceful but I'm grateful for what I receive from God My God. I'd like to gain more strength and I've been doing dumbbells until that time I got laid low. I might do it again today to make sure I keep my upper body strength. I don't get around much. It's something that is on my mind.

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