feels like the site is on me when ever i don't write for a while. i can do it but its not the kind of thing i have the drive to do, far from some insatiable fanfic writter that needs to get thier idea's down on paper. if itss not world building or roleplaying the quill and ink bottle seems to allude me... and even though their are clear ratings to censor certain works the design of the sight almost makes it feel like this isn't the place for such literature, unwelcoming even. looking whiter then saint nikalous, or is it pete'? wounder if theirs a dark mode on this site |
the days are getting harder, these are the hard times and ever more im stressing about it when i probably shouldn't be. 25 soon to be 26 and living with relatives who are also living the hard times, never employed though we tried, and not i stress about how to make any money, every angle fitted with a road block that stops me short of success, with something i should have but don't nor able to obtain. a bank account, a following, good art skills and of course time all things that take time. and it feels like im running out of it and fast. |
I stop in because my father's name was Lloyd. We were so different but at least I got my smile from him.
I wish you the best.