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I'm always looking for playlists and stations on Amazon Music that I haven't encountered before (because there's no freaking master list of them anywhere!) and today I discovered "Old New Metal". So far, I've heard Linkin Park, Evanescence, Faith No More, and now we're on Rage Against the Machine.

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...and Flyleaf.
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Check out this newbie, y'all. She's a teen poet with, IMO, raw talent.

 a not so special-not-epiphany Open in new Window. (18+)
vent warning. if you read, thanks for your time. this is me, my "mess" in words.
#2352666 by jenna. Author IconMail Icon

 not even a poem Open in new Window. (E)
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#2352667 by jenna. Author IconMail Icon
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I just reviewed her this morning *Delight*

Review of "not even a poem" Open in New Window
promoting newbies? how about Wildflower B. I. C. Author IconMail Icon
with items including
"DissociationOpen in new Window., one of my favorite works I've seen around here.
Awesome. Thanks for the recommendation.
Huh. I accidentally earned the animation today.
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How is that possible?
"Profound Devastation" - that feeling you get when autocorrect is wrong, but predictive text suggestions contains the right word, and you get so excited about not having to re-tap/glide/handwrite/dictate the word (which you tapped/glided/handwrote/dictated correctly in the first place and didn't even need autocorrect's opinion on) that you plant a solid, confident tap on the word in the predictive text bar... and accidentally nail the "5" instead, thereby chasing away the suggested words, including that correct one you were so excited about.
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Ichabod Crane Author Icon - What on earth are you talking about?! Just press the eraser to click more lead up through the tip.
BrandiwynšŸŽ¶ v.2026 Author Icon - Mine is yellow and has a big number 2 on the side. I don't see any buttons?
Ichabod Crane Author Icon -
Ooh, watch out. I think someone is about to test you.

Parkinson's Disease (PD) is so complicated. Pared down to basics, it's characterized by the death of brain cells whose job is to produce dopamine, which controls your muscle movement (among other things), and so PD is classified as a movement disorder. There are three core symptoms used to diagnose it: bradykinesia (slow movement; it feels like my battery ran out and I'm moving like a slug), tremor (probably the one you already knew about), and rigid muscles. Diagnosis requires two out of these three, and one of them has to be bradykinesia.

So the standard starting treatment (PD is progressive, so treatments change over time) is to supplement dopamine in the brain via oral medication. Brand name Sinemet, but it's been around for decades and I've only ever seen the generic. The drug is called carbidopa-levodopa (or just levodopa, or C/L in PD circles.)

This drug is a miracle drug. Before diagnosis and C/L, I couldn't wash my own hair or properly brush my teeth. So I sing its praises very loudly.

However, C/L has a very nasty side effect called dyskinesia: involuntary, repetitive, dance-like movements. Dyskinesia can be very disruptive.

Dyskinesia has been gradually sneaking up on me. Others have noticed for a while, but it hasn't been interfering with things I'm trying to do enough to make me notice it yet. Well, today, while practicing piano, I noticed it. I decided to take video, and I was surprised by how noticeable it is, looking on from the outside.

So, without further ado, I give you... "Love Story" with a side of dyskinesia.

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I gotta say, I agree with everyone else. The playing is gorgeous, and looks like it's being played with passion. As I was unfamiliar with the song, I tried to focus more on you, but I had no clue. I do keep seeing commercials for a drug that treats tardive dyskinesia, and I sometimes wonder if I have it because of years of antidepressants, along with occasional tremors due to a sleep med, but I'm not sure if my symptoms are severe enough. Might bring it up to my therapist tomorrow, or the clinic's Nurse Practitioner the following day.
Fivesixer Author Icon - Thank you. *Heart* I'm not as familiar with TD, but I looked up the differences between TD and "LID" (a new acronym for me: "Levodopa-Induced Dyskinesia".) According to Google AI (FWIW, lol). The summary is below. If I were you, and if you were on a neuroleptic for your depression, I would talk to your therapist because TD (if Google AI is correct) is irreversible.

I've known since I started C/L that I would get this side effect eventually and that is IS reversible. The great news is that I can eliminate my dyskinesia completely by stopping the C/L. The bad news is that my PD symptoms without C/L are SO much worse than the dyskinesia. Not even the same ballpark. But back on the positive side, PD research is heavily funded and gets lots of attention, so I've been banking on having access to new treatment options before the dyskinesia gets so bad that I can't function.

I'm interested to know what your therapist or NP thinks after you have the conversation, if you're willing to share.

Tardive Dyskinesia (TD)
Cause: Chronic blockade of dopamine receptors by antipsychotics (neuroleptics).
Mechanism: Leads to dopamine receptor up-regulation (hypersensitivity).
Symptoms: Often repetitive facial movements (lip smacking, grimacing, tongue protrusion), but can affect limbs/trunk.
Timing: Develops slowly, months to years after starting medication.
Reversibility: May become permanent, even after stopping the drug.

Levodopa-Induced Dyskinesia (LID)
Cause: Long-term use of levodopa for Parkinson's disease.
Mechanism: Fluctuating dopamine levels from medication.
Symptoms: More prominent in limbs and trunk, linked to "on" times when medication works well.
Timing: Develops over time with levodopa treatment.
Reversibility: Often improves with levodopa dose adjustments or different formulations, as it's tied to the drug's effect.
BrandiwynšŸŽ¶ v.2026 Author Icon - Thanks for the info! I didn't get a chance to bring it up at therapy but I do have a video appointment with my nurse practitioner and I'll see what she says tomorrow!
I've added a new entry to my book, "La Bene VitaOpen in new Window.:
         "ResolutionsOpen in new Window.
Seeking a group, activity, or sadistic individual willing to kick my butt into blogging every day.
*Writer*

Recommendations?
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GROUP
Daily Writing Challenge Open in new Window. (E)
Can you write every day? Well then, sign up and prove it. February 2026 Challenge
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BrandiwynšŸŽ¶ v.2026 Author Icon - I have come to dread those words from you.
Robert Waltz Author Icon -

OMG
*Laugh*
I don't think I've laughed this hard in
years!
I *Heart* Football Season!

*Football* *Football* *Football*

It's the best time of year for writing
because it's easy to ignore what my
husband has playing on the TV.
*Bigsmile*
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While I like football, I can't too well disagree with that. Nothing like multitasking as the whole time's already reserved.
I'm just the opposite! Sports TV (football, all versions of basketball) are my background to intense reading focus. Go figure!😁
A few decades ago, Andy Griffith recorded a comedy album and his comments about football (the American kind) were hilarious!! *Rolling*
Boy, am I glad I didn't make a New Year's resolution to stop eating cake for breakfast. *Cake*
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That's why I have an anti-resolution stance šŸ˜€ at any time.
Joy- Happy 2026! Author Icon - Because of cake? That's reason #4,723 why I *Heart* you, Joy!

*Heart* BrandiwynšŸŽ¶ v.2026 Author Icon *Heart*Yes, of course, cake and everything else, including the leftover Halloween candies.
As a new hire down at "26 Paychecks Open in new Window., I'm trying to suck up to the boss (Annette Author Icon) and win favor for a future promotion.

Therefore,
"What the Fork?Open in new Window.is now officially fundraising for "I WriteOpen in new Window. (the parent company of "26 Paychecks Open in new Window.).


Confused? Me, too. Bitch about it here:
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Air grievances, earn forum post credit, raise funds for good causes, and maybe win stuff.
#2350943 by BrandiwynšŸŽ¶ v.2026 Author IconMail Icon
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Holy Beta Editor, Batman! That default font size looks much larger in the comments section. *Laugh*
Jeff  Author Icon
BrandiwynšŸŽ¶ v.2026 Author Icon - Over at "The BradburyOpen in new Window., moonlighting and side hustles are permitted! *Bigsmile*
Jeff Author Icon - {e:whew}
Business plan, schmisnis plan.
This novel won't write itself.
*Printer*

#priorities

*dives blindly into Biz Year 2026 and hopes for the best*
Like a dumbass, I scheduled an endocrinologist appointment within two weeks after the holidays. I'm gonna be in so much trouble. #iykyk

In case you don't, here's a clue:
* glucose may have briefly cleared 300 yesterday*

If you need another clue:
What do you mean, diabetics shouldn't eat fudge or peppermint bark??
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I made several batches of my mother's peanut butter fudge for my kids...

Adult kids and their families

It was AMAZING how quickly my blood sugar would get to 300+...

But, what could I do with the broken pieces—and there was no one else to clean out the pan...
                                       *Blush*
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ruwth Author Icon - I mean, obviously you couldn't throw it away. That would be SO wasteful. *Bigsmile*
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Happy New Year!

*Quill* Have you made resolutions? *Reading*
Want to accomplish things, but afraid to commit?

2026
is going to be
YOUR YEAR.

All you need are
specific goals,
structure, a community of support,
and a few added
*Badge3* incentives *Gold* .

Start here...
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Play along and collect a paycheck every two weeks.
#2350256 by Annette Author IconMail Icon

*points to handle*

Aren't you all *4leaf* lucky *Duck* ducks? You get a sneak preview of my upcoming upgrade. *Wink*
*pokes at today's Word Train game*

Why isn't it COW BELL?? Everyone knows it's always COW BELL.
*Bell*

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Fun fact. Don't Fear The Reaper actually doesn't have any cow bell in it. The part that everybody thinks is cow bell (because the "comics" didn't do their homework) is actually Albert Bouchard hitting a wooden block in in 4/4.
Rick Dean - Dinosaur Author Icon - That explains why I couldn't hear it (other than ascribing it to hearing loss, which is a thing). My go-to cowbell song? Strawberry Alarm Clock's "Incense & Peppermints".
Soldier_Mike Author Icon -

I tend to think of Hair of the Dog first. Can't go wrong with either one.
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