I happened to stumble upon your poem and loved the sentiment. It brought back memories of someone I once knew. I could identify with a lot of the things you wrote. And yes, indeed, people aren't born sad.
I'm not an expert at poetry, being a newbie myself. But I did enjoy the free verse.
There are a few typos - afraid in the title, and al in the fifth stanza. But it doesn't draw from the emotional content of it, so take it or leave. Keep writing.