|We are all alone and only we can know ourselves better than anyone. I do not mean this in a negative manner so please do not mistake my words. I understand you completely, but there is something you can do, something I myself do daily. Take hold of the dark loneliness, grip it tight and make it yours. Being alone and going through trials and tribulations is an initiation, a right of passage. It will make you stronger than you think. Charge into that dark nothing and scream, not of fear or lonelines, but of anger and rage. It is yours and yours alone. The darkness does not rule you and the voices can be silenced. Cast aside your doubt and those painful images for they are gone and you are here, you are now. I know my words must seem.....obscure, but I truly hope they might help you to find your inner strength. A strength which is there waiting to be set loose, you will find it. Below are some words that help me when I feel the shadows looming, it is the Litany Against Fear.
"I must not fear, fear is the mind killer."
"Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration."
"I will face my fear."
"I will permit to pass over me and through me."
"And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see it's path."
"Where the fear has gone there will be nothing."
"Only I will remain."