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This is not imaginary, oh no. Bulimia and I have been close in the past.I hate the media. |
| To the deafening tune of a punk rock band. A waterfall behind curtains begins to Tattoo trails along the ribs in my back. I'm kneeling in the shower, praying for release; Eyes closed, tears falling, vomit pouring forth The pure clarity of the stream is now tainted With needs, standards, expectations, and blood. My heartbeat is ever so irregular and my vision Swims more than my arms as I grasp for the curtains. I fall. What's become of me? Lying in this shower in a pool of bile and blood. Dearest society, I ask you, am I beautiful yet? |