The Lost Girl

Sometimes I feel like the world is out to get me,
There's so much more to me people don't want to see,
No one wants to get to know me and see the person I really am,
Either I'm not good enough or they just don't give a damn,
If they'd give me a chance I know without a doubt,
They'd see me for me and know what I'm all about,
On the outside I'm hateful and I'm mean but they don't see,
Deep down I'm really an angel trying to break free,
People think I'm psychotic and no one understands,
I'm just a normal teenage girl with too much on her hands,
They'd understand if they were in my shoes for a day,
My world is filled with hatred and thoughts that never go away,
I guess this is normal fo someone with my past,
I'm just waiting for the day my pain goes away at last,
I look forward to my future and what I'm gonna be,
I'm anxious and prepared for whats in store for me,
I want marraige, kids, and to live happily in our home,
Knowing that I'm protected anfd that I'll never be alone,
So I'll keep up my grades and do the best that I can do,
And when I'm older I'll be the girl no one ever knew.