Bleeding myself to sleep

My current feelings............

In a pool of blood I am lying
Trying to bleed myself to sleep
I am slowly dieing
The cuts on my body are deep

People have told me not to die
The girl I love still cares for me
I am dieing, though no one understands why
Seems people these days just cannot see

You cannot live, with a broken heart
There is no possible way
How could you live, if your heart's torn apart
You will be dead to stay

So this is the reason,why I must die
There's no point in me living anymore
To live on, would be to deny
That I am scarred, to the core

I am not afraid of death coming
Nor inviting her to come
When she arrives, I won't be running
To death, I will just succumb

Why do people care, it's not their fault
That my time on this world, has come to an end
People fear death, people fear it's result
But why live, when your wounds won't mend......