Self Pity

my mood today.

Why do I sympathize myself
Go around in self pity when things go wrong
I cant seem to stay strong during times like this
And I can not seem to put the pieces mutually this time.

I seem so screwed up and I know I can handle it
But why would friends do this and not think anything of it?
They do the same thing to me and they didn’t hear me complain
But yet when I do it suddenly there’s something wrong.

Its unfair and stupid I cried for hours over it
Everything like that constituted my perfectly bad day
Then it became worse as it went on and I didn’t want to live on
Every time I think of it I almost cry because I’m loosing everything.

It sucks my bottle busted today
You know that little intension span in my mind
And when it exploded I came crashing down with it
And everyone seem to care and not know what to say.

But I still hate everything that happened today
I’m still working on seeing things tomorrow
Maybe I’ll find a easy way out
And screw everyone else over.