My heaven

One of my favorite poems that keeps me going on and on...

For so long I have rested upon this soul,
For so long I have felt the urge to go,
Feelings inside are crawling through me...
Secrets I've kept are trying to be.
The truth I said is no longer mine,
My blood is frozen in a single vine.
I'm scared of losing my only hope,
My wings cannot anymore keep me above;
The soul I had has gone away,
My emptiness inside is dark and grey,
Tears are falling down my face...
These things I can no longer erase.
I'm willing just to let it go,
All my happiness I'm going to throw
Away and far so I can forever be
The angel you always are trying to see!
So go away and leave my heart,
Everything has just been torn appart...
I'll live without a dear love
I'll fly up like a white dove...
So go and leave me... I don't care...
I have my heaven waiting here!