trapped inside

depression poetry

This emptiness
it invades my soul
I no longer have emotion
no joy, no sadness
nothing
when she broke my heart
she also shattered my soul
I think she killed me
I don't know, but I feel dead
even though, I'm still breathing
and still walking
but I can't feel anything
nothing at all
I'm in an emotional coma
I wish iI could wake up from this nightmare
but I can't
I think its real
because no matter how hard I try
I can't wake up
I hate feeling like this
but I also don't want to stop feeling like this
its hard to explain
I don't even understand it
I just walk through my days with nothing
nothing but this emptiness inside me
and I can't find the thing to fill the empty void
I try and I try
but its no use
this emptiness has consumed me
and I can't escape it
I'm done trying
I give up