Fade

I wrote this after I found out my girlfriend of 2 years was moving away

~Fade~

This hole in my chest is growing
The part of me that was whole is now broken
I have nothing left to give, its been torn assunder
It leaves a black chasm that has nothing inside.
I wish I would just fade into the blackness.
its all I have left, The comfort of the dark
The endless silence of the night
The cool calm of endless sleep
I wish I would just fade
Fade from the pain.


Authors Note:

My poetry is never organized. I normaly write it when something bad has happened for what ever reason. It helps me cope. I wrote this after my girlfriend got back from a vacation and told me she realy had been getting a job interview with a consulting firm in Seatle. That she was moving away and there was pretty much nothing I could do. I Felt helpless and hurt so I wrote. Honestly This is pretty bad I feel but I never did write very well. Just try and not to be to harsh :)~