I Don't Know

Just something I wrote a few days ago

I don't know now
After what you told me
I built my hopes and dreams around you

Now you tell me
And it's like the floodgates are jammed open
Stumbling in a forest
Razor-sharp branches tearing at me
I am lost and I can't cry out for help
I keep too many secrets
For too many people
I look to the sky
No wings to rescue me
The bridges are on fire
Ever since July

Now I collapse
I can't run any further
My soul is bleeding
Lifting my head to the sky
I cry out again and again

I don't know if anyone hears me
I don't know if I have the strength
I don't know if my true friends will find me
I
Just
Don't
Know