Emotional Pain

This is about a tubal pregnancy I had in 2004, and the baby I lost.

Do not take away the life I carry inside me
It was mine but in a moment it was gone
I was forced to make a choice
Right or wrong, it is over
A child never to be born
Never to be named
Never to be heard or held
Was it a life wasted?
To many unanswered questions and no one to respond
I close my eyes and see a face
A child so dear
Can’t help but wonder out of fear
Am I cursed, am I supposed to be here?
Fill this empty place inside me
With hope of a new tomorrow
A promise for a new beginning
Not to be filled with sorrow.