please

i wasnt over him and this is how i felt at that time.

i just want to get awqy
get away from it all.
no more crying,
no more hidden AT ALL.
my life would be a lot better
if all the pain went away but,
its not.
im still crying
and hidden from it all
i have no clue how to leave
all the pain in the past
tear after tear
is all from the pain i have inside and out
i dont know how to stop the pain
all i know is to run and hide
no matter how far i run or where i hide
the pain will just find me
and make me cry
and bleed on the outside
i need it to stop
i need it to stop
i need it to go away
cause the end of my life is close
dont you see that your killing me
so PLEASE
just leave me alone to die in peace.