i'm helpless

i need someone to hold my hand...until all these doubt are gone

I need someone to hold on to...
Just to fill the spaces between my fingers...
In this cold, dark night...
For I'll soon stumble and fall

I need someone to give me warmth,
To caress me with an embrace
Just for this moment
Before I bleed inside and die

Could someone spare a time?
With this lonely and frightened heart
For with just seconds away before it burst
With this agony I feel inside...

I am alone, by myself,
With only a shred of confidence with myself
Help me make it through this night
Hold me tight and don't let go

I need to know there is someone who cares
I need to feel secure
If life would pour all of its bitterness all at once...
I can't carry on...

I am weak, by mind and heart
Never strong enough to fight
Little by little I'm losing my mind
Full of anxiety and regrets

Why is this happening to me?
Trapped in my own vanity
These chaoses I fear are here
Haunting me up to my flesh

I really need your warm embrace
Just fill these spaces on my hand
Needless to speak of any comforting words
Just hold my hand until this doubt is gone