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A poem I wrote on the death anniversary of a friend of mine.

It's true that you're gone
That you're never coming back
And I sit here alone
Trying to keep track

You left us here to cry
Knowing that you died
Couldn't things be different?
What could we have tried..

And now these words play over and over in my head
It's not clicking, I know...
It just cant be true
You can't be dead

I kept playing these sad songs
Waiting for the attack
Now I know, now I see
You're really not coming back

Why, did you leave us?
Why so down and hurt?
Why couldn't you have held on?
Instead of leaving us in the dirt?

No, I have to stop
I can't keep blaming you or myself
Gotta face reality
Gotta climb each shelf

When I make it to the top
I know I'll see you again
Then I wont keep crying
'Cuz you'll end all this pain

Even as we fall apart
We still love you from the bottom of our hearts~