Everything has become so overwhelming with my 7 month boyfriend. An illegal immagrint only in the Us for 4 years. My parents are against me dating and Illegals, while his family doesnt like Gringos "white people", because of bad experiences back in Mexico. My mother always told me nothing is more special than your first love, because its so pure. The best love god can grant two people. Something so special so I should never let go of it.