When it hurts

Hurting at its best

When it hurts so bad
Why does it feel so good?
I wish that I understood.

Not having you here with me is tearing
Me up inside but I cannot stop thinking
About you no matter how hard, I try.

You know how I feel about you, and that
I want to spend the rest of my life with you
But it is so hard to do when I cannot even be next to you.
Why does it have to be so complicated?

Loving you feels so right, but at the same time knowing
I can’t have you keeps me awake at night I just want this
To be simple I just want you here with me or be there
With you, to look into your eyes, or held in your arms…
Then I would be truly happy.

Right now, this distance between us is out of our control,
But I am still hoping our day will come soon.
I will then get what I want the most “You.”