My whole life

i write this about my mom she was in and out my life since i was about 11.

tonight i'm going to start all over
and show what's deep down in my heart
so you can tell me what exactly you feel
or stand there and watch my world fall apart

all you need to know is that these are real tears
that are coming from deep down inside
because you are not here to face all my fears
so i just sit there and cry

the truth on my part is i need you
and that you are my whole life
there is nothing that i wouldn't do
so i just wish that you'd try

as much as i love you i wish you loved me
but i guess i should forget
if you could only see
if only i would just let

if only i could just leave
i'm tired of thinking about you
and this is all i have left to say
i just want the truth
i wish so hard you'd say you want to stay

i will always love you
and that you already know
but this is it i'm through
so i will miss you so