hold the world

this is the latest one i have; i wrote it to God about my struggle

i mess up consistently

and don't do anything right

i only think of myself

and please my own foolish, selfish pride

but i hold you in my right hand and in my left i hold the world



i'm not worthy

and continue to let you down

but you still rescue me

and continually turn my life back around

but yet i continue to hold you in my right hand and in my left i hold the world



i don't deserve you

and everything you've done for me

and i'm sorry and i try to change

to be who you want me to be

but i still hold you in my right hand and in my left i hold the world



i know you'll carry me when i'm weak

and pick me up when i fall

even though it won't be long until i disrespect you again

and i can't help but wonder how long it will take before i realize that you are my all

but Jesus please don't let me hold you in my right hand and in my left still hold the world