Still Missing You

It is from my heart not really thought about it just flowed out

It's almost been one year
but i still shed as many tears.
i try not to think
but i find that i do everytime i blink.
i try to remember the good times not the bad,
but still thinking good makes me sad.
i remember all the things we did too
but here i am still missing you.

God took you for a reason
oh but how i wish he was just teasin'.
you're better off where you are
but i wish you could be here to see my first car.
i believe you are my guardian angel
there for me when i'm in a tangle.
others wish you were here too
but here we are still missing you.

everyday is a task
putting on a happy mask,
trying to make everyone think
that my life doesn't really stink.
i can't wait until that day
when we'll get to talk and play
me, you, and papaw too
but till then i'll be here still missing you.