Stressed to Depressed

Poem about my frustration in my own life

Commiting emotional suicide
in plain daylight
so much pain
held inside.

It's driving me mad
all my happiness drained
all my strenghth stripped.
Everything I knew

Does'nt seem to be true.
Why do I feel lost walking
around without a clue?

All I can do is pray
ask for guidance.
Why is the path im on
getting darker getting colder?
Well it ever get brighter ever be warmer?

God what have I done
that was so curel?
Just a young man
doing the best that I can.

Feels like it is not good enough.
Reached out my hands
asked for help.

Even with your negligence
I keep praying thankfull
for every gasp of breath
every step I take.

Thankfull for the pain I feel.
The shame that grows within.
Nothing but a reminder
that I am still here.