Forever Lost

my subconscience mind at work

My arms are spread out wide
Trying to hold back the walls
Closing in on me
But too strong is the force
Pushing them closer and closer
They're suffocating me
I try to scream for help
But a sob emits instead
I am not strong enough
My arms fall to my side
I drop to my knees
The walls come in completely
And I am lost

So much prevalence
This metaphor holds
To the reality of my life
A pathetic struggle
Fighting an inevitable fate
I wish you could see
I wish you knew
The pain you put me in
Then maybe you'd help me
Because I am nothing
Without your added strength
Please, I'm crying out for you
Help me hold back these walls

But you'll never see
Not clearly anyway
It's not that you're blind
As some may assume
You're vision is simply obscured
By the lies you've told yourself
And come to believe as true
But soon you'll have to realize
How your actions are hurting me
Drowning me, smothering me
I'm waiting for you to find me
But you can't even find yourself
Hidden in your lies
So these walls will continue to close
Until I am forever lost