over stimulated

short poem..dark thoughts of a panic attack

how i am today more like right now.

by Patrick William

how or where this starts i don't even know.

do i have what the day takes.

will it stop when the night breaks.

fear creeps into a cold sweat.

ailing from a declining sanity.

thoughts stirring side inside.

over stimulated over charged.

cells pass right by receptors.

carried by plasma blasted thoughout.

vains pumping like hell fire.

training my mind soul and spirit

fear and anticipation of what's not really there.

please lift this heavy load from me.