And I'm Sorry

Something that's been on my mind.

No, I don't want you,
and I'm sorry.

I wish I could make you happy,
I wish I could make everyone happy,
I've been trying to do that.

I'm mixing myself up with you.
I'm trying to feel the way you do.
It's impossible - I can't change it.

You give me a lot, but I don't give anything back.
You shouldn't want this,
and you shouldn't want me.
And yet you do.
I'm curious, but I don't want an explanation.
Don't tell me why, because I can't tell you why.

I'm not sure if it matters much.
Are you attached to me at all?
I should cut myself away from you,
We're going no where.

You're a good person,
I can't give you what you deserve,
and I'm sorry.