Lost

Initial feelings after heart ache

You sat there and said those words to me
I felt like my insides were twisting and scratching
Trying to get out or to cause my death
Like my whole being and soul collapsed
Sunken and dead like your once true love
I would have done anything for it to stop
I begged I pleaded “don’t do this to me”
But you and the pain carried on
In some ways I don’t believe its true
How you could act and lie to ME
Months and months I believed you
Love marriage kids the whole package
The hurt the lost trust is unbearable
I believed you, I always have done
I should have known you wouldnt fight
I should have known you were all lies
but you gave me up just like that
and now i live...betrayed...lost and torn