Broken

Thoughts I had in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep

I lie here broken
My words unspoken
How could you look at me?
I don't deserve to be free
My thoughts of beauty are so askew
You found out my secret, was that a clue?
Now you know what I have done
My escape and my way to run
When it rains, it really does pour
I've been here so many times before
I need your help, I need to let go
Wish I could stop time and take things slow
But you give me faith, you give me hope
Maybe even I could learn to cope
I wish things could just go back
Turn back the clock to when things were on track
I sit here so haunted and scared
For this I was never prepared
I lie here broken
My words unspoken
But to me you listen
Our teardrops glisten
Maybe I'm not so broken
Cause now my words are spoken