Tears

This is how I feel

Lord each tear that I drop,
is a tear that has a name.
These tears are tears of anger, selfishness
abuse, not tears just to cry.
It is not that serious
Life itself can make you so regretful
that you would want to kill yourself
others around you or whoever in the path
that is why Lord I shed so many tears.

I've cried many years by being
mentally abused, physically abused,
emotionally abused what more can I take.
Furthermore, one day I know I'll be close to you again
my heart is still crying in fear
because they're so many miles, but yet so many tears.

God forbid me please
if something should ever happen to me.
I want my family to be very near,
I'll always regret that I was so many miles away,
but yet I shed so many tears.