by Shareena M!
A writing from a broken heart. Here's what it has to say to ber healed and move on!
|A painful process we have truly become.
But I can honestly say
That this isn't fun
All the love is gone.
And now hate is surfacing
Don't worry, I'll never tell all the pain you bring
But hey! I brought a fair share too
That had you up nights like days all sad &blue
The problem is and was
It remains the same
Can't be as one if we're in two different lanes
So I won't twist and pull your arm, no more
For, it wasn't a healthy successful destiny you were looking for
What you wanted was superficial
While I was deeper than our issues
Issues that we, together faced daily
Still, I was proud to say you were my baby
But hate surfaced
Once the lies exited your lips and finger tips
You ripped my heart out and shredded it
Once the truth finally surfaced...
Opened myself up wider than the ocean, blue
Vulnerable like a newborn without protection to block illnesses
Trusting that all will go well and if any pain felt
Wouldn't bring bloodshed and dried up tear stains
But wishful thinking had my mind too insane
That reality and I lost touch
Like long distanced cousins
But once thee big bang even arrived
Reality & I
Were back, tight!
And I was crying about the lies, turning into the truth
And the masked face unveiled
Thought was a masterpiece was actually a knock off piece
And hate starts to surface...
Still love puts up a darn good fight
But one gives up by the end of the night
Hate overcomes and is the moodset between the two used to be best lovers
How dare could this happen?
All because lies were stacking on an unsteady foundation
Waiting to bend
All it needed was God to send the winds
It broke and truth revealed
How ugly and messed up it truly is
Hate surfaced and won again
Cause it wasn't true love we were even in
Caught up in a fantasy trying to become true
Couldn't work that way because it wasn't ever just
Me & you
And that's what pained the heart
That it was over before it could even start
All it took was....
Hate to surface