All Of Something

This is a poem about how I just can't give up on life, no matter what.

I never thought that my life was worth the sacrifice
Why am I unhappy everyday...my heart's broken permanently
I never had a dream that came true
I never wanted to sit alone and stare at loneliness
All I ever wanted to do was express myself
Release those bad feelings, find my heart again
I close my eyes and cry silently, because it's the only way I'll be heard
My tears are red, my head's pounding
I always wanted more from my life
To wake up, to want to wake up....instead of staying in bed all day
Because who would want ot look at my ugly face
I'm nothing, worthless, a lonely one
Why should I hold on and deal with things?