A page from my daily journal,
|Hey man, how’s it going?
I woke up today wavering slightly on my declaration last night, so I felt like I should rewrite it- maybe copy and paste it around my room and stuff. But I want to be happy- and will base my current decisions from my future mind, not my future body being based off my current mind.
Because really, that’s the only way to be free.
I can either bob around like a booie in the turbulent ocean of right or wrong, letting the whim of the current determine my movement, or I can be a train conductor just making sure to pay attention to the track.
I don’t want to have any reason to look down on myself, because then
I won’t have any reason to feel unhappy.