Burning

I had some serious issues for some months I wrote this. Feel better now, though. Friends.

I face the lies that lie
On these arms so full of pain
That guillty society
Tried to take away
So I might just burn
And turn to another regret
Return, no gun is giving me a rest.
'Cause hell is here
Living inside of us
The fear, the spear
drowned in the face of trust
So I just walk
alone on my way.
To face the face of Death
That waits me in front of my grave.

(Chorus)
This is my only destiny
This is my only fate.
This is my own tragedy
To live a life full of hate.

I tried to find a calm place under the sun
I pray, but it's too late. My soul's already gone.
I keep it cool and calm for as long as I can.
But I'm too tired to hide who I really am.
I left my hopes to die in a shrine on the hills
I'm ill, I kill just to know how it feels
I've searched for love and all I found was despair
The shadows I cast cover the lights that were never there
I've lived a life built on lies.
I wanted to be happy, now I just want to die.