Fears Or Lonliness

I don't really know why, but these words just starting pouring out of me. Flowing on paper

In a dark room,
Missing the moon.
Writing down words,
Confronting those fears.
Nothing to speak,
Words make me weak.
As I saw you walk out the door,
I'm not fighting or wishing anymore.

I'm not writing a letter,
It won't make it better.
Those stars in the sky,
I wish I could fly,
Away from the earth,
Deep into space.
Thinking about it,
Makes my heart beat a race.

Where are you going,
Why aren't you here.
Goodbye is a the word,
My only fear.
Lost in my soul,
I wish would unfold.
Counting the times,
I saw that last time.

Just a girl,
On my own.
Not feeling at home,
My dear let me run.
This has begun,
The cycle of mindless fears.