the devil in me

my frustration at personal weaknesses

I should be a good girl today.
i should want to choose right,
and be right,and see the righteousness.
 
Yet,

i close the shades to the sun,
and turn over in the bed of sand,
where my head is buried way in.
Too deep to see the foolishness of- later.

Procrastination:
another of the devil's tools.
The devil living within me.

But though i should:
i dont. Like yesterday and tommorow.
My eggs arent all in one basket;
but all the baskets are in my hands.

I begin to fear for the safety of possibility,
and for hopes of a better future.
all that goodness at behest of the devil's will.
The devil within me.