Broken

This was a recent part of mylife

I was happy
You held me above the cliff
Being with you was like bliss
We laughed
We talked
Held hands by the water
I still have your hat
You still have my heart
You stole my heart
I gained your amusment
After a month
You threw me away
After a month
I walked astray
I fell in love
I gave you my trust
You broke that bond
Shattered that trust
You said to friends
Now I pretend
That I don't love you
that nothing happend
You were the ringleader
I was the freak'
Then the circus died
It was nolonger fun for you
You quit the game
While I was still playing
But I'll just pretend
That it was a dream
Pretend I didn't cry
I blamed you, for my slit wrists
My tears and my hate
But it was my fault
I was ashamed