Journal

I am writing about feeling hopeless and the lack of trust.

Weakness

I am writing about feeling helpless and the lack of trust. I hate it when what I need comes too slowly. When I am weak according to scriptures that's when I am made strong. I don't quite get the connection. I feel no strength. I feel worn out. I realize that I can do nothing about a situation. A strange calm comes only when I relent control. I go on in spite of this. I have the opportunity to journal the way I feel about the situation. This helps. This is a form of discipline. Many times in life I have changed focus in order to cope.