When alone

when im alone

When alone i cry in the dark tears hidden fear stricken

i can no longer hold a facade

pain over comes me alone

left like a shadow always there never important

i follow those who allow

but then dragged away

by shadows of dismay

every corner and wake

i attempt a healing make

but cant for darkness tears my heart ripping it apart

piece by piece

next is me

the final feast

im never finished off and never let be

only comforts are the shadows and darkness that engulfs me

once again me myself I

am all alone

broken down through skin and bone

blood spattered bones shatters

its never enough

i can never be in peace or alone

the shadows of life toy with my heart

rip a piece then glue it back on

the scars never leave

yet more come a to a closed wound

continued to open

time after time ripped off and stuffed with sorrow