I Hate

I wrote this on a rainy day.

I Hate...( ain't shit)

I hate my life and everything in it
I love my mom she keeps me strong
I've welcomed my dad
And I love Mike
He's been there all along
But I never fail to disappoint

When I look at my brother
I know he's right I am wrong
He don't look up to me anymore
That's why it's easier to be alone
Than with anyone

But I can't take it out on my dogs
Billy Clyde and Bug bless' em
Fore through them I feel God
They love me no matter what
Best of all they can't talk

I hate who I am and what I've become
You can't look at me
Well I can't stand myself
I'm not even a man
I ain't shit
Wish I could start again