To Have Him with me...

The problem in dating your best friend, is when you end up two people in one.

I miss my best friend.
I miss my soul mate.
I miss my one true love.
I miss the other piece of my heart.

I miss what it feels like to know something is real.
I miss being held at night, feeling safe in someones arms.
I miss his voice, I miss his smile,
I miss his sayings.
I miss everything about him.

I wish I wasn’t so broken.
That I just didn’t always say the wrong thing.
I wish my life didn’t go so far off course,
That I made his life a living nightmare,
I wish he would be the apology.

I wish that he still believed in me.
I wish I still had his love, that I still had him to hold onto.
I wish that I didn’t break the one good thing,
The one real thing,
The most important thing I still had.

I miss him.
I still love him.
I will always love him.
I will always miss him.

I will forever hope that we will once again
Be what we were.
Because I need him, and I love him,
And I know he needs me, and he loves me.
I know in his heart I still am the only one.
I know he is lost like me.