He shows no pain and sorrow for how i feel.
|I see him from the other corner looking at me
but i don't know if he thinks i really see
sometimes i wish i know what goes on in his mind
and i feel this urge to know what he talks about when he and his friends lime
I know he's looking at me but i really want know if he likes me
judging by his looks, talks and words it looks like the only thing he wants to do is set me free
It angers me to know i have such this great feeling about him
and when i look at him it's like my light is going dim
He goes and parties with those other girls and never worries about how i feel
and when i threatened our relationship all he has to say is "Deal"
I feel such a void in my heart that i only want to fill
by him loving me and giving me a wonderful thrill
I don't want to force him to feel that way about me but what's the point?
what's worth fighting for anymore?
Was there a cure?
Is this is how love suppose to feel?
So bitter? unsettling? so.....................................unreal?
I wish he could just love me like i love him
i find myself questioning if we break up? Should i just give up?
or should i stay and wait till he remembers what we once had.
The moments, the memories, the romance..............they were never sad
I pictured what we would be like in the future and in the years to come
while i recap our past and the place we came from
Oh how i wish he remembers those wonder fill days
where we were okay and were never going through this phase
BUT................is this really just a phase? or is this how things are gonna be from now on
It's been like this for a while; it feels like every thing between us and the spark is gone
The questions that runs through my mind often are undeniably scary to think about
and when i think about them i can only pout
Everyday i cry myself to sleep hoping and praying that he would change for me,
that he would open his eyes and finally see
but all i get in return is total disappointment and treatment like dirt
and what i can only say is " LOVE HURTS"