by Anna Writer
When you lose someone and you feel like you can't move on
| My face towards the sun, my arms around my legs. The wind and sun whipping around and through me like an emotional whirlwind.
Eyes are closed as my mind wanders like a dream. The back of my neck begins to tingle as if you were behind me kissing me slowly.
Goosebumps begin to form as the thoughts intensify throughout my body. I can't feel, like my body is dead weight, but yet I feel like I am floating up and away.
There are no sounds anymore, I can't feel the sun or wind, as if time has stopped, I feel weightless. I can't get you out of my mind, my every thought is of what was and what will never be.
It's been so long, but feels like it was yesterday. I need to let you go, but I don't know how. They all say; time heals all wounds, but you were my forever and now my forever is gone.
The pain has lessened, but it will never go away. I want to go on, I need to live my life, but I need a sign saying it's ok.
As all of these thoughts swirl through my head, like the wind across the plains, I look to see a single flower dancing in the distance. It dances like we use to do.
I slowly stand and walk towards the flower. This one little flower has every color imaginable.
The beauty cannot be described.
A single tear runs down my cheek, this is my sign. I know I will be alright, that you will always be with me no matter what road I go down.