My heart breaking as I try to put it into words.
|The phrase "Falling in love" is an apt one, explaining the sensation and the thing that kills the most, the fall. As I type this my chest is tight and my face is dripping. All I want is impossible, all I want is unattainable. Even a good day is hard if the pain is your comfort zone. When I sat down and relaxed all my optimism faded and I was alone with my hatred.
This isn't worth reading to me but maybe someone can relate to this. I can't afford to blog here so I thought I'd write it out. I want to be at peace, but I can't.