From a dark time in my life. Like falling into hell.
Take away my soul.
Draw the curtain on my life,
Throw me in the hole.
Banish the sunlight from the day,
Sorrow and bitter doubt.
Creating monsters in my dreams,
Shutting all joy out.
Happiness gives way t o hatred,
Anger, boiling blood.
I chase you, beat you, slay your soul,
And drown you in the mud.
No one sees the way I feel,
I shout but no one hears.
I wonder dumbly as I die,
Does everyone have deaf ears?
I slip away, turning, twirling,
Into the great beyond.
I wonder for a moment,
Will they miss me when I’m gone?
Then I say who really cares,
I’ve escaped the bitter world.
And gladly, willingly into death,
I’ve been softly hurled.