Don't do it
Conjured by: Brokenwords 13-Dec-18
What do you do when the world around you turns dark and grey?
I'm trying to hold it together, but my mind won't get better.
I feel the clouds surround me, I just want the darkness to flee.
How do I get over this? When can I taste bliss?
I want this ride to end, and healing to begin.
I want to be better than I am, continuing feels overwhelming, Gat Damn!
I placed myself in this state, just so much on my plate.
This year has given me only shit, keeping me locked in a pit.
This unforgiving pit of despair, beaten me into a unconscious stare.
Forcing me to shut everything out, seems like a round about.
What is my move I wonder? I believe it best to take time to ponder.
Seems my moves so far, are drowning my grooves in tar.
I'm being pulled further down, if I continue I will surely drown.
I need to get through this, it's my only chance for bliss.
Feels like I can't turn the page, thoughts keep me locked in a cage.
My pain that is within, feels like I'm stretched to thin.
At this rate of mental decay, death patiently waits a breath away.
I await deaths embrace, then perhaps a smile will cross my face.
I feel like a piece of clay, being molded by the desolate grey.
The darkness has me engulfed, I've had fucking enough!!
The only way to fly like a dove, is to pick myself up and rise above!
This emptiness I feel, can't be the final deal!
The best move from within, is to shine death my relentless grin!
I'm not going for another spin, I refuse to give in!
I have to think twice, before I roll the dice!
Facing my demons, no time for their treasons!
BEFORE THE FINAL BELL, I WILL ESCAPE THIS HELL!
NOT GIVING IN, I'M COMING FOR THE WIN!!