Gloomy birthday

It’s about my sons birthday and reminding of what I will miss out

The time I should be exited for
Now brings nothing but
Painful reminders of
What was and could’ve
Beens. Instead of birthday cake
And gifts to plan now just a empty
Day that reminds me every year.

There no sunshine and celebration
Instead just tears and painful reminders
It’s just became day I rather skip.

It’s as if slap in face every year that I can’t
Hide from. All those wonderful moments we
Should’ve had will never happen