The clock on my office wall runs backwards. The clock on my kitchen wall tells me what time it is on Maui. The clocks on the microwave and the stove are always off from each other. Doesn't matter. I know what time it is and isn't. Time to be present and in the moment, to get it done ... or not, to be aware of each passing second, and to revel in each and every one. My dog doesn't know what a clock is but she always knows when it is time for Dad to be home, or when it is Time for a Walk. Some are obsessed with time, what time it is or isn't. Can't ever be late; always be early. I watch time tick by on their faces knowing the sand will run out at some moment for all of us. And all the clocks in the world will keep on tock-ticking away precious seconds. Regardless of time zones or daylight being saved, despite x-hour work weeks or hours slept. I watched the hummingbird kiss the rose blooming in my garden, had an extra sip of coffee as clouds scudded grey overhead, and called an old friend. We shared a laugh, rehashed old stories, and enjoyed moments of sunlight. I return to my desk to write a poem before continuing to edit. My stomach rumbles, and I know soon my husband will call as he finishes his lunch. We'll say the same things we do every day, and I'll remind him to get milk-- which he'll forget. Just parts of a day passing. And yet, I'm aware of these minutes, these moments for they are far more precious than pure gold or the thirty-one cents sitting on my blotter. I may rarely be on time, but I am always in the midst of time. And my time? It will last as long as it is meant and perhaps a moment longer as I'm always late. And every second is one second more and appreciated. I love that the clock in my office runs backswards. |